pavlovdog | Where do I go from here?

work is so fucking exhausting. Sure I was used to working 12 hours or more a day, but hell that was like 2 years ago. I’ll get used to it eventually. Factory work is no joke . Long shifts and not enough breaks to recover from the mental and physical exhaustion. But fuck it it’s money. Got paid yesterday for only 3 days and it was almost $500. Which ofc isn’t a lot but I used to make that in 2 weeks at the bell. Haven’t seen this kind of money since I was working at Braums. Good times, miss it everyday.

i got my apartment! kinda- just waiting to get my unit itself but I already got approved n shit! i rlly hope it gets done this week :p. I actually can’t wait. I think today my friend is gonna take me back To my ex’s to get my stuff. Only if his ass wakes up in time. I won’t be able to keep it at my sisters so thankfully my friend will let me keep it at hers. God bless her I love her. Just waiting on my dog now :)))

i haven’t nearly enough time with my friends recently. Well, besides online with my homie. Me and him have been playing overwatch a bunch recently. But now that I am working, I’m too exhausted to even want to play when get home. Maybe I’ll find time soon. My other friend bought me a SpongeBob game I’ve really been wanting so maybe I’ll play that this weekend. I’m too tired and stressed out

havent made much progress in any personal achievements, well, besides getting an apartment. But I won’t count that until I actually get the place. Still wanna learn some languages, get my ged. Go to college n allat. but hell I really don’t have time now. Or do I? Maybe once I’m not so exhausted with this job I’ll try and find time to pick something to start on. Maybe my ged? who knows. I need to lock in on weight loss.

i should be getting a psychiatrist soon and hopefully be put on adderall for my adhd so maybe it will help :p I work a bunch and haven’t found much time to eat besides maybe some coffee and an energy bar. But how tf did I gain weight? fuck it. I need to try harder. Yeah I stand in one spot for 99% of my shift but no actual exercise. Maybe once I get more money I’ll get a gym membership and go with my brother on our days off.

I really need to sleep, hopefully we’ll go today :p