pavlovdog | ill take my chances

ive been putting off writing for a while, not wanting to reminisce on the worst few months of my life. things couldnt be worse, for the better that is.

ex broke up with me, thank god. sure i was upset, but now im just resentful. i hate him. more than anything. the bastard kicked me out only the day after he broke up w me. now im forced to live wiht my sister. which is a problem within itself, but thats not the point. left me for the worms, and the worms ate me. the dick even has my dog, i dont like to think about that,

now here we are, 2 months later and i have a job at least. again. working at a restaurant (an actual one) which i wouldnt mind if i made more money. $7.25 an hour for an adult with responsibilies? fuck that. i start my new job with my brother in law on the 12th though! super fucking excited. making $16.25 and planning on getting an apartment on my first check. thats good, right? cant wait for the day.

finally lost some weight, around 20 lbs and still losing. been bck at my witchcraft. did some glamour magik and fuck do i feel hot. ive been loving practicing my craft more. it only goes up from here.

went to the mall the other day. bought some really cool shirts. some makeup, more crystals some bracelets, and even won some plushies at round 1! so much fun. rlly wanna buy for stuff but fuck, money anxiety. ive alr spent like $300 the past few days :']

i bought re8 the other day! alr beat ot twice along with the dlc. so much fun. i hate i put it off for so long. think i finally might try and beat re7, but fuck its the scariest one imo. i also rlly need to finish revelations, but its just so boring. i might replay re 2 instead. on the note, i havent been playing much of any other games, though, i had a 2 week long l4d2 and crime scene cleaner obsession, (the ost goes fuckign hard). i havent touched overwatch in a minute besides maybe a few games. ive been feeling sotry based games recently.

glad i got some of these thoughts out. who knows whwn ill write next.