K&P

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Been feeling alright

that’s a lie, I’m still violently depressed. I messaged my dr to see if I can up my dose of Zoloft so hopefully he says yes. Gonna try n go up to at least 100mgs. I rlly want my vyvanse

My classes start on the 10th next month and I’m excited. Ish. I just hope I’m gonna be able to focus enough on it. And I won’t drop it within a week. But I don’t think my bf or Mimi would let me. I’m so excited abt doing college next year. Still debating what to major innnn. Seriously torn between film, comp science or some kind of art. I rlly wanna work on character design for video games. Or just make video games.

i got a food scale and I’m been so excited to use it. I used it for dinner tn. I’ve been making dinner the fast few nights. Last night was bacon cheeseburgers and homemade garlic parm fries. Tonight was jasmine rice, broccoli and orange chicken. Fuck this just reminds me I have to fix my posture.

My skin is doing horrible, I break out occasionally. Have a fucking pimple on my cheek  rn and it hurts. Idk why I can’t find my motivation to do my skin care. I also don’t have very good products. But that’s also been my dilemma. I don’t want to drop money on skincare just for it NOT to work. I rlly wanna try the anua brand but I just don’t wanna drop a band on it for it not to work. Sigh, anyway. Tomorrow I have to call the dentist, my dr, and the coffee shop I wanna work at. The shop was supposed to post when they’re hiring, they said after school started which it alr did last week. I need a dentist bc my teeth are fucked and I need to dr so my ass can get my meds. Also my bf needs an appointment.

drives come out in 3 days so imma be playing a lot of ow. Which hopefully means I’ll rank up. Idk how long I have to play. If I lose one more game I’m going down to g5 it’s so DEPRESSING. fuck it it’s fine. I’m probably about to go play 

wondering what I’m gonna make for dinner tmrw 

also my packages come in soon! im getting a new bag since mine is fucked and too big and ugly (relatable). A pencil case for all my writing stuff, a new electric razor cause I’m sick of shaving normally. A case and screen protector for I pad. Thumb grips for my controller, some other personal stuff. Also a new scale! there’s nothing inherently wrong with mine. But it just sucks idk. This one I got for only $4. And it has an app. I’m so excited. The first set of stuff is coming in Tuesday I’m not sure abt my scale and bag.